Yes.. over the last few days i was 'involve' in the LTC camp orgainsed by the SBM club la for OGL de lo....


First day was alright as i found out
my team consist of fishcake, sharon and janice ...
It was quite fun la my team..
Had so much fun wif them lo =) Thanks guys for giving mi such great F.U.N!!


But den i didn really totally enjoy myself la.. i was injured
Dun really feel like toking about it ...
So .. Ya.....
After tat was very depressing coz i couldnt do anything except lie down and sit up...
I mean COME ON LA!!
Where got ppl go camp and sleep and slack all day one!!


I was dizzy from the medicine, Bored of being alone Most of the time...
Sick of the pain and Hurt from the injury..


It suckz la... I suddenly remb my mum... and my frends last time.. when i was hurt..
They will be around to attend to mi... 24 hours askin mi whether im alright..


But.... Tat time ... inside the dark room i felt so depressed alone....


Suddenly i realised... i haven felt a genuine care and concern for a LONg long Long time already........ i realised tat most of the ppl around mi are jus 'obligated' to care for me.. cox we are friends or relatives...


Im not saying its wrong and i really appreciate it and love them lots.... but deep inside mi.... i really want some one who wants to know my every movement.. care for mi .... and would want to be there for me when i had my deepest fall......

.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 8:26 PM:.
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