12.27am....31 July.. and im officially 19 !!! haha no that i care or anything.. but the thing is . i had a wonderful time even before my birthday .. many things happen earlier..30 july..at cityhall .. haha


First.. Lunch wif my family at CA @ mairina square.. haha the food was great and yup.. presents started showing themselves from the hidden bags of my sistas ...


but before i tell u wat i got.. i mus say i was a bit moody tat day.. didn really feel happy or sad.. jus moody. its not PMS.. its jus plain... moody.. not really sure wat triggered that but it sure affected me and the people celebrating wif mi.. i was a bit 'L.O.ST' today...


okie den back to the presents. ah jean .. bought mi a whole range of sports wrist sth. very nice..haha but i like the packaging better ..heehee.. and a pair of cargo pants..=) very nice TOo !! been aiming sth like tat for a long time liao... haha .. den Xiao hui.. bought mi a sliver necklace .. its great.. but a bit too girly for mi.. im not the nice nice 'silvery' type of girl u knoe.. ( in case u dun knoe mi enough.. im a street type of person.. very simple slack kinda type.. but still stands out in my own way and my own style...).. anyway.. ya.. so tats it.. i love them both and really thank my sisters for makeing such efforts and thoughts =) ..


Den met my s4 at raffles city.. ate at SEASONS REASONS .. a very pure nice ambience kinda place wif special servings of food..(Boyfriends.. can try this place for your girlfriends. quite romantic as well ^_^) Food was fantastic and yup presents !! OMG !!! shocked mi ..man.. they bought a CRUMPLER bag la !!!!! s4!!! told u all so many times not to buy Ex PResents already !!! my god !! I was really really happy but heart pain as well for them sia.. I FEEL really really bad when ppl treat mi nice... (yeah.. im not used to being treat nice by people) i am a 'give' person but i dun exactly 'take' very well sia ..


anyways.. i look moody.. but deep inside i really appreciate the thoughts and everything they did today =) but my jus not myself.. maybe bcox im tired.. but yeah... i cant explain...


But s4 ar.. a big thank you ...these 3 girls ar... they really are my strength sometimes when im down and helpless .. im gald... very fortunate to have such nice three friends who would do anything to see a smile on each others' face .. jus a smile... we are each others advisers and pillars .. this... is the story of my s4 .. which i will write about them again.. cox.. its gonna be long...


*nobody is perfect..
i have my weakness that nobody has yet to discover...
but im waiting for someone to discover it ...
bcox im tortured by it ...


maybe tat's y im moody ................


Happy birthday to myself...


.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 12:31 AM:.
...

Woah.. busy busy.. im so packed with projects and work...


Oh man.. rushing NSA .. rushing WHP.. oh there's coaching report next week too...
hmmm.. too many projects.. too little time...too many headaches..too little space to breathe..


BUT.. oh well tml im attending a musical .. by my sec sch.. seriously.. i have not attended many musicals in my life. though i hope to see some previously.. it was always drained away by sch, work and money...


haha but hay.. now im goin to one. =)


right now.. i jus wanna sit on a beach.. at night with stars.. wind and lie down..enjoy the breeze.. enjoy nature with slow soft music and share it with someone special ......


Til i blog again.. my brain should be partly damaged...


.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 6:41 PM:.
...

har har har...
big day coming ..


dou dou keeps saying that im torturing her..
actually i understand lah...


Everytime s4 celebrate bdae, i also dun know want to buy den very stress sia. hahaha
So now, im giving a clue... but tell u first it's not going to be easy to find..


actually i've been wanting to find a bag.. i knoe i got a lot.. but den again ..i dun really own much ..ALMOST 90% of them are my sister's ... its Her style and that kind of bag.. not mine...


but, i have criteria for my bag.. 3 to be exact ..im looking for one which can be used for gym sessions (my clothes, shoes water bottles), my school .. and for outside (galan galan session =p )


its not easy know.. if not i wun be still looking and finding the right one.the size mus not be too big and one very impt thing.. mus got many compartments. those small pockets infront to put HP and keys and stuff.. most of my bag dun have these and im not a very tidy person u know... i usually jus throw everything into the front pouch and i have difficulty finding my keys ..esp hab to dig out everything to get my keys...


And of cox.. it must be unique... design more towards sporty that kind...and of cox sling bag to be preferred ... har har har ..


see? i told u its not goin to be easy .. har har har


Im simple and complicated.. nobody can understand me .... --Miszlightdevil--


.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 11:20 AM:.
...

yesterday NDP was..erm.. great.. yeah.. haha
actually i cant comment much cox maybe i watched too many times liao..


Hence.. nothing seems new to me.. everything like very 'standard'..
And to think the news reported that this year will be the most grand and colourful and blah blah..


But den again.. they report it very year.. -__-"


But anyways.. Guess it fated . cox i met JQ and XM there!!!
Small world man.. i was missing them a few weeks ago and tada.. we met and JQ join us to watch the parade..
Its like sec sch life again.. very comfortable and we have lots of fun =)


Den dinner at geylang !!
Gd food but best of all we have a gd company .. Me..JQ..XM..Fish..Dou dou and Ivan (doudou's bf) Fun.. we talked til late.. think around 11pm..


Arh.. i really missed those times man ...really wish that we have a chalet this year..


I REALLY MISS THOSE PPL.. MY SEC SCH 'CHAR BOS' my basketball mates.. my life learners.. WHERE ARE YOU GUYS ..??


haha pardon my current buddies who dun really understand but.. i treasure friendship a lot.. they are like my brothers and sisters and its hard to forget best memories...




.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 7:31 PM:.
...

dou dou sent me this and i find it a very interesting yet somehow true philosophy of life...


If your father is a poor man,
it is your >>fate but,
if your father-in-law is a poor man,
it's your stupidity.


I was born intelligent -
education ruined me.


Practice makes perfect.....
But nobody's perfect......
so why practice?


if's true that we are here to help others,
then what exactly are the others here
for?


Since light travels faster th! an sound,
people appear bright until you hear them speak.


Money is not everything.
There's Mastercard & Visa.


One should love
animals.
They are so tasty.


Behind every successful man, there is a woman
And behind every unsuccessful man, there are two.


Every man should marry.
After all, happiness is not the only thing in
life.


The wise never marry.
and when they marry they become
otherwise.


Success is a relative term.
It brings so many relatives.


Never put off the work till tomorrow
what you can put off today.


"Your future depends on your dreams"
So go to sleep


There should be a better way to start a
day
Than waking up every morning


"Hard work never killed anybody"
But why take the risk


"Work fascinates me"
I can look at it for hours


God made relatives;
Thank God we can choose our friends.


The more you learn, the
more you know,
The more you know, the more you forget
The more you forget, the less you know
So.. why learn.


A bus station is where a bus stops.
A train station is where a train stops.
On my desk, I have a work station....
what more can I say........



Its very interesting , funny but yet so real and true.. i guess this words tell people that don't think too much of the outcome cox life is SHORT .. PLAY MORE.. THINK LESS .. i guess sometimes i have to live with this philosophy once in a while when im overloaded with stuff .. heehee



.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 11:20 AM:.
...
hiax.. currently in school.. slack a bit...
Time ish 1.32pm and im waiting for time to work @ 3am lo...


Boring man.. no mood to do project first.. im also human ma.. wanna slack first heehee
A bit too overload with projects liao lah.. sienX ....


been sending emails to my class man!! this ish the first time in my 19 years tat i sent so many emails to so many ppl at once.. i was never a fan of mass sending one.. but no choice leh..



My 'wonderful' class heehee Sports and wellness ppl are all VERY VERY 'busy' ppl one.. can never have full attendence in a day one lor.. haha wanna spread information also very difficult.. so only thru emails lor...


"hello
i am sharon
i am no ball.
clara is kuku" typed by SHaron when she came rollin here... -__-" no comments..



btw i suddenly thought.. SW ish so different now.. many bcoz the ppl are all 'grown' up.. we got our own commitments.. work... projects.. studys.. and relationships la.. we hardly spent time together as a class anymore.. its sad.. but tats life i guess.. anyways.. i'll carry on with this conversation later.. or else SHARON BALL may come any time and disrupt my blog man.. wahaha peace

.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 1:22 PM:.
...
blackie lee ...
.. Me... look a bit like blackie in this picture...
Tada . my house carpet ...
See?? its made of real fur... VEry EX know..

haha no la its BLAckie lah!! my house dog.. BLACkie Lee .. looks like those toy dog rite..


training for biathlon ... early in the morning.. look at my grumpy face. hee
Lor and Ade =) they look alike hor? heehee...

Whoa!! Big Vespa??? nope.. its only a prop for advertising wacthes.. 'VAgary' Swiss watches i think..





.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 10:27 AM:.


Today im dedicating this part of my blog to the one team that i adore and still will in the NExt World Cup : BRAZIL


a friend once commented that i support them bcox they won last year's world cup.
that is only PARTLY true...the thing is, Brazil is different...
The chemistry between brazil and the ball is overwhelming...and way the style they play with the ball is like football is created for them..


Im not exaggerating... but everytime brazil plays, its FUN and EXCITEMENT and NOT BORING like the other teams that basically wanna shoot into the post or defense their post.. ZZzzzz
Brazil is different , they play with the ball.. have fun with them and of cox.. they paid their price too.. Recently... for 'playing too' much.. i admit.. they play too much and defense was poor.. come on la.. Brazil was never popular for their defenses.. i know.. but hey.. i dun watch soccer for their defences.. i was it for the ATTACKS .. and bRazil has loads of them.. heehee


Then , lets discuss about the most popular player in Brazil, the legend hero they USED to call : Ronaldo.. this guy is only one word... HERO... so wat if he does not perform this time..he is also a human.. he will grow old..grow.. a bit more physically challenged and cant really play well.. but at least he tried and still played for his country.. HOW MANY PPL CAN PLAY FOR THIER COUNTRY in the world cup?? imagine the sacrifices he made..


tat time , 4 yrs ago he shoot many goals and was adored by many.. and now... he shoot like a struggling robot and everybody only know how to comment about his faults.. his fat.. he should retire lah...


Suddenly this reminds me of the moive i jus watched yesterday.. 'CARS' ..its a great show and those who watched it will knoe about HUDSON HORNET the ONCE 3 times piston cup champion who was casted aside by his team after his MAJOR CRASH... he was forgotten and ..yeah.. lets not side track too much.. but point is. Ronaldo seems to suffer the same fate.. The world casted him away.. forgettin his past achievement ....


y cant we be like McQueen the car that push KING the CRASHED car to the finishing line and let the champion complete his race??... Ronaldo did that.. before he retire.. he played for his country . and that is all matters to him...he got the courage to play.. he can choose not to.. but that would be running away from his responsibilities..


Im very sad that i cant support Brazil.. but i'll know that its gd for them too.. bcox i knoe they will come back STRONGER THAN EVER ... its a harsh lesson but is better than no lesson at all...
2010..world cup..Brazil ..will win..........Peace =)

HuGz
Clara

.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 9:52 AM:.
...


I been thinking a lot recently... about future..about dreams and stuff.. and PAssion...
i know i have two passion in life... FITNESS AND MUSIC !!!!


Yesh.. its easy to say but wat kind???
I'm currently pursuing my fitness part . I am studying my dip in SPorts and Wellness in NYP
And im happy in there..I mean it .. I never regret this decision..
And to fulfill this part I intend to take up FI course after graduation so that I can become a Personal Trainer..actually i prefer Lifestyle trainer.. and a Aerobics instructor cox i wanna impart fitness in a fun and exciting way..Without many rules and regulations.that y i dun wanna become a PE teacher or a coach. =p
NExt Music... I haven really fufill it .. not YEt.. Although i've been to some HIP HOp classes.. i jux dun understand y i dun feel comfortable all the time..Maybe i am a RObot?? aka. No dancing genes i guess.. But .. I'm not giving up.. i intend to take up Drums classes ..
Yes Yes my dear fellow friends dun be shock !! i've always wanted to learn how to play a musical instrument but the time and situation is always wrong..However, i realised that time dun wait for you and opportunity dun come knockingon your door.. So ..yea..
But y ? u may ask ...like my mum said.."OF ALL THE THINGS WHY WANT TO LEARN DRUMS??!! ... u crazy ar??!!" i guess i am.. in a way..hahaMy mum nearly fainted .. cox i never mention to any one that i want to learna musical instrument.. a DRUM of all things..I dun know.. i think of drums immediately cox.. its alive..i feel drums are the soul of the music..without it ,music feels dead..And like wat i told fishy .. Drums is more that jus music.. its movement, passion and expressionall in one play...
But tat does not mean i give up on sports.. i jus want to pursue my next moment in life..hopefully before i reach "sensitive aging period" aka. OLD ..i have two wishes before i die.. 1. to complete a triathlon a full olympic one..2. to perform like STOMP, the BLUE MAN GROUP which is basically like a Hollaback crew=)
Den.. i'll die in peace .. haha im being realistic.. dun think im mad..i did tell my mum..and she said :"den what about marriage? love and all that??... u ar.. still no bf.....-__-"" "
Well.... tat... i wanna find a man who can and would love to do these two wishes with me.. passion about fitness and music .. NOt very high criteria wat fish..(she always say i choosy lah..high expectations la.. its not high expectations fish.. its looking for my Mr Right..the one who is the RIGHT one for me... wahaha)haha den my mum laugh and ask mi to continue dreaming.... -__-" again..
But im not giving up....i wanna take this huge step into my dreams...make it a reality..


.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 2:30 AM:.
...