I LOVE MY GROUP! FunKEY FUNZy .. 'Very NICE!!' is our motto!!


Tada! my group costume make up for the showcase night. everyone decked in black shirts, designed with yellow tape (their own design) and colourful tie to give that 'Funky' look and we painted our face to portray the 'fun' part of the clown.
WE are called 'FUNKEY FUNZY'! i love their outfit. they look like a professional performance crew lah! hee


Farizs and Asyiq! my funny boys.. haha love them and their wackiness!

YA Showcase Night.. its like Project Runway.. Fashion Show .. budget version...

2 guys from Innova JC i think .. as Spongebob Square Pants.

Chee Khong and Me! I like his 'clown' face, he like my 'crown' face. haha its the first time i experience face painting full and ITS FUN!! woah..

Me in the center but not the attraction as the two 'Girls' beside me took it away. Sexy rite...

.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 1:49 PM:.



YA Camp.


from the 23th to the 25th of March.
I was a happy person.
or rather.
i enjoyed myself totally.
escape from reality,
with a couple of my mates,
we lead a group of people with an attitude and thoughts of their own.


Held at RP.
All of us,
Slept together (guys and girls same bulk), eat together, bathe together (separate toilets) and shed tears and sweat as one team.


No words can express how much these people mean to me.
I learnt a lot from them.
some, younger than me,
even became my advisors.
=]


The games were alrite.
its the people that make the difference.
And these people did.


people from ITE, Poly and JC.
Suddenly, there was no barrier between them.
So how if its for three days?
It happen.
I felt it.


My group, is called 'Funkey Funzy'
and boy, i tell you.
They are the most AWESOME, most creative and Boldest group i've ever Lead.
They treat me as their facilitator, I treat them as my buddies.
I take care of them, they understood my tiredness and distractions and take care of me.


they left a stain behind.
a stain in my heart.


They accept whatever ideas i gave them.
and transform into their own presentation.


in a sense i gave them the 'lyrics'
and they sang their own 'song'


I was almost touched to tears.
When they express their gratitude and thanks.


How i wished.
This camp.
never ends.


for now,
back to reality.
my dream is over...
but im happy. it once happen to me. =]
thanks.
funkey funzy.
meaning "hip and fun people"



.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 1:33 PM:.
...
Making friends is easy,
sustaining that special friendship is not...


im defeated.
relationships is the most difficult modules i've ever
i've passed for the 'friendships' part.
but i think,
i am failing for the relationships part.


of all things.
i dun have answer for this.
ppl say,
follow ur feelings.
WHAT EXACTLY IS it?


maybe sometimes its bad to have feelings.
i rather im more innocent,more pure than now.
I AM defeated.
I lost to my own feelings...

.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 3:36 PM:.

Something has obviously been bothering me...


im confused?
im scared?
im stubborn?


or izzit, im just fearful...
yes kong is right.
spot on.
i have to face my weakness point...


in deep thoughts...
talk to friends whom i trust.
and i think...
i used to be clueless...


but now,
it seems,
the answer or rather the solution is getting clearer...


its just waiting...
for the right time..
or rather,
the suitable opportunity...


im chocking...
i have never been in such a mind turmoil.


deep down,
a solution is waiting to be carried out...
can i ,
solve this problem?
which is the best solution?
Nobody knows the answer.
except, i think the both of us.
there is no right or wrong answer,
there are mistakes to be learnt and
there are paths to take...


but one thing is clear,
both parties will get hurt.
...
waiting...

.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 3:20 PM:.
...


How To Touch A Girl




Mmm

I think I could like you
I already do
Feelings can grow but
They can go away too
You're takin my hand
Lookin into my eyes
Don't be in a rush to
Get me tonight

Feel somethin happenin
Could this be a spark?
To satisfy me baby
Gotta satisfy my heart

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?
Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?

I think I could like you
But I keep holding back
Cause I can't seem to tell
If you're fiction or fact
Show me you can laugh
Show me you can cry
Show me who you really are
Deep down inside

Do you feel somethin happenin?
Could this be for real?
I don't know right now but tonight we'll reveal

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

Bring me some flowers
Conversation for hours
To see if we really connect
And baby if we do
Ooh I'll be givin all my love to you
Ohh

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl? (Yeah, yeah)
Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?

You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl




.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 11:54 PM:.
...
Im bored.


Im seriously bored til my head starts to spin.


stuck at home.
and i finally realised why i work so hard at wine hut.
cox i cant stand doing nothing at home.
or rather
lazy to do anything at home.


Friends are all working.
well i understand why.
im working myself too...haix.
cant blame them.


im not a gamer. so computer games cant entertain me much.
That;s why..
i figured.
my life sucks.
seriously.
things need to get back on track.
i need to make use of my time.


Like i said.
I cant stand doing NOTHING.


Looking through some courses.
coming april
taking dance classes...and drums as well(privately)
but cramping all these in my work schedule is a tough one though.


Looking at jitterbugs school, studio wu and some other alternative.
any recommendations anyone.
Forget O school.
Too commercialised driven for my liking.
i reckon, jitterbugs sounds gd. i can learn hip hop, tap and others like lindy and jazz...


seriously,
after i come back from Youth Avenue camp,
im gonna
- Clear my room (Again) Throw away all REDUNDANT stuff. bags, books, ..etc etc. gettin more like garang kuni already... -__-""
- Get the stuff i need after i sort out my finances so far... (bag pack, wallet, belt, clothes!!)
- sign up for courses.
- Save money for my MUM's Birthday. =]
...


just wait.
after my camp...

.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 5:11 PM:.
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slackin at home.


LAst night.
ALthough my ankle haven fully recovered,
I went to work.
Yes.
On a friday night, where its usually busy.
But last night,
It was not busy.
It was MADNESS. TOTAL MADNESS
!!!


Every single chair and table was USED.
EVERY.
Even the bar stool normally empty at the counter and the dinnine table WAS FULLY UTILISED.


forced to 'limped' faster in front of customers.
luckily i bandaged it.
at least a form of minimum support for my feet.
it was groups after groups of customers pouring in.
more groups were waiting eagerly to RUSH in.
WAts up with these ppl?
DID we put an advertisement or anything?
Or these peeps just happen to have a sudden "WINE rush".


hack.
just do my job.
went home.
extremely tired.
couldnt be bothered about anything.
not even a sore ankle and slightly swollen one that painful
washed up and hit the lights.


woke up.
oh yeah.
pain had returned.
wahaha
oh well..


but at least.
im gald business was soring ytd.
first time in ages.
since ppl remembered wine HUT.
A comfortable little place at roberston quey
for ppl to enjoy and relax.
a place for friends to come together and merry,
a place, for couples to spend quality time.
a place..
for customers to feel like a second home.
Tat's,
ladies and gentlemen, ish THE WINE HUT.


"Ni Qu Le Ma?" *(it means have you been there?)


.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 5:17 PM:.
...
Yeah!!
My ankle is improving.
and after two days beng locked up at home,
i 'limped' all the way to town.
for bag hunting with my sis.
met mum for dinner. (she's super skeptical about me heading out..)
haha but wat to do.
NOTHING can stop me.


I was determined to head out.
Cannot lah. staying at home with nothing to do makes me sick.
heehee.


my stubborness left my mum speechless.
ate yoshinoya.
great meal.
den.
heehee HEAD to WINE Hut.
yup.
was there for a while and met fish at tasting notes.
had a great time with fish and ah cai !! =]
had some wine. Musqato or sth
nice!
NExt week.. busy busy.
camp approaching.
orders to meet my participants.
YikeS!
all 12 of them.!
hopefully..
everything turns out fine =]
if not,
I'll make sure it will. hahahaha
take care folks.!


oh.
To 'Ah Jin' aka DA Jie.
Can you pls have adequate REST?!
REST REST REST.
dun overwork.
its getting worriying with you constantly faling sick.
pls.
REST! RELAX. REJUVENATE...
alrite.
PEACE.


Pictures taken...

Me and my s4 (fish and ah cai) at tasting notes! Great night spent... how i wish the night could be longer ...haix..

My GODdness !! Chocolate factory lives up to its name man! The $11plus souffle is mesmerising! amazingly sweet and gd texture... BUT... wah if i say, heh heh Miss Clarity's $4.50 MUD Oze can fight with it head on!

For those who haven seen Frank before, my "No. 1 boyfriend" at wine hut, heehee this ish HIM... dun mess with him ar..*taken from fishy's phone cam

Me and Xh head out to heeren for BAG Hunting..Finally she bought a $70plus NIKE bad.. O_o whoa..rich sia.. i cant even bear to buy for myself lor...haix..

.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 11:18 AM:.
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RESTING DAY


I was 'warded' today.
@ home tat is.


With a bandaged ankle and a badly swollen one.
i was ordered to stay at home.
oh well.
though the thought of being locked up at home sounds boring.
but.
i finally get to rest that much needed sore muscles and bones of mine.


Aching all over.
Pain in the ankles.
...
sienz.


But.
uncle came over today!!
YESH!!
happy to see him.
*Altough i must admit i tried to hide my excitment.
cannot give boys fly over the moon you know.. hahas


hahas.
XH was at home but proceeded to bugis just as he came.
eh eh eh
but we were all innocent okie.
all i want
ish just him beside me
tat all it needs to recover faster
hahas
wanna puke rite??


watched "Hua yang shao nian shao nu"
ate lunch.
kinda guilty though
cos we were suppose to have sth much nicer.
if not for my toopid ankle.


heehee uncle brought his 'ai xing' kit for me haha.
a crutch for me to walk with less pain.
a ankle guard after the swelling to give support to my weak ankle.
THANK YOU!!
hee.


i realised.
i talk a lot.
he,
although talk more to strangers than to me... -__-"
but,
he gave me much more than words can give.
heehee
so, still give credit for it loh.


but
of cox, my wonderful fantastic lovable MUMMY also.
must give THE BIGGEST CREDIT.
sorry.
uncle, u come after her.
love my mummy for doing all she could to make sure i recover well.
hope, my mum's knee is recovering also.
pray hard she recover as well as i do.
cox,
at least i get to rest.
SHe HAS to work.
heart pain.
but...
cruelty of reality.
haix.


but NO WORRIES.
face this cold world with a BRIGHT SMILE
GREET it with warmth!
YEA!!!
=]
wait ppl.
I WILL STAND up SOON and UP and RUNNING ,
Spreading all that LOVE i can give wahahah.
LOVE makes the world go round.
treasure ppl around you loh!


Light devil,
OUT.


.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 10:54 PM:.
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Jamie aka "Hua no. 1"

Clara aka :"Hua no 3"

Fish aka. "Hua no 2"

YI Hui aka "Ru Hua"

3 'Huas'

Si Duo Hua

finishing line

see? tada.. pig leg ...


A $40 adventure race that left me 'disabled' and $80 more broke.


Okie.
i super need to write this unique experience all in one day.
that unfortunately happened to me on this very day.


First.
woke up @ a timing of 6am for the X Physique 2007by NTU Sports Club.
My team, Yi Hui, Jamie and Fish are called in 'Si Duo Hua' *it means four flowers in mandarin.
starting point at Youth PArk.


Alright.
once the timing starts, we were WAYYyyy behind the teams who suddenly 'disappeared'
i admit.
we were there to experience the obstacles.
they were there to win.
THey were all decked in camper, deuters and what-have-you-not equipments for adventure race.
We?
we head out empty handed, with only our cue cards in hand.
No bags, no water bottles, no wet suit.
Zhai rite? haha


The race was alright, typical adventure sports.
i shall elaborate about the race later.


highlight of the day?
i sprained my bloody ankle.
...
yesh.
and i ignored it and paid the price at home.
with pig leg like ankle.
swollen like 'ter ka'
brusies follow.
pain gradually behind...
...
my mum was shocked!
once again.. she has to go through this process of nerve wreacking and heart throbbing experience everytime i came home 'disabled'
sorry mum.. didn mean it to happen..
...
Brought me to this chinese sin seh in clementi recommended by a neighbour
My parents went asking around and 'advertising' that thier poor daughter is in pain.
my god.
Climax.
The Sin Seh.
PRo lah.
he win already
heads down to him.


He started saying some stuff in hokkien
and wasted no time in twisting my arms, pressing my shoulders and lifting my knee.
All except my ankle.
!
i was like : "hello.. my ankle is in pain.. yew hu..."
...
den he proceeded to twist. yes TWIST my NECK.
Cruck Cruck!
0_0 ..... -__- ARGH!!!
my god.
i felt like i almost died.
den he said my hips went out of the way while i sprain my ankle.
...
DEN...
while i still recovery from the shock of the head twisting stunt.
He finally touched my ankle and
CRUCK CRUCK CRUCK !!
ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sob sob sob!!
tears flow fast.
sweating like mad.


luckily,
my mum was there
i felt a bit comfort with her presence. =]
but still...
OMG!!!
it feels that i've just escaped from hell.
given a second chance in life.
alrite alrite
i over exaggerated a bit.


Den he gave my mum two pieces of some red paper with black paste on top.
VERy traditional type of putting the 'cream'
but burn before putting that type!
okie...
and guess wat..
it cost 30
plus
hong bao
10
total
$40
!!
my god
thanks
x physique
for making full use of $80 in total.


in pain...
ankle hurting...
babes and hunks.
sorry i'll be missin in action 'physically' for a few days.
orders to stay at home.
oh well....


.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 9:08 PM:.
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Oh,
almost forgot.
HAPPY 1 MONTH Dear UNCLE !!
Sorry i had to work today.
hope mon turns out great.
looking forward to it. =]
meanwhile, i shall continue to be er.. hipper and you.. er.. more uncle-ish
hahaha

.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 11:25 AM:.

A long breakfast journey at Gloria Jean's Coffee



The scones was alright, nicely layed out. I had a GJ Granny Hot Cocoa. the milk form on top, WOah! totally blow me off!. after all these years of la kopi-ing, this ish one of the best form i've tasted. Firm, creamy and tasty! yum yum =] the drink overall however a bit too sweet towards the end when its cold. but still, its best drunk hot !!! recommendation of the month: Gloria Jeans @ RAffles City.




Wahaha.
wahaha.
yes. yes. yes.
Smiling. feeling relax and happy.
finally.
I get to relax at a nice cafe.
have a hot coca with breakfast,
with no worries about work. (NOt for now though)
its 9plus am in the morning.
yes, here i am, at RAffles City, admist the cleaners and staff preparing for yet another hard day's work, Im, indulging in my breakfast and lappy. hahas.


With my handy lap top,
i get to blog too...
wow.
utterly relaxing.


i love to la kopi.
Not just because u get to gossip with friends. (although it is, temping to gossip behind people's back when they are not around. but dun get me wrong. I'm just 'concerned' about people's welfare. its different. =p)
having said that,
my la kopi times are best, settled at a nice cool cafe, not too noisy
prices not too expensive (im STILL a budget student okie) and with a cosy, warm ambience.


I have, although not been to all cafes, but have tried MAny.
Some dun see me anymore (obviously why) while others, i frequent a lot =] those are mostly the 'great service but no service charge type'.
I am in the service line myself.
I truely understand a service provider's sorrows.


Enough about la kopi,
I thought a few major things that I can finally find time to think about.


- Renovating my room is in plan, a MAJOR one i suppose.
- Further studies are also in mind. Though i hope to broaden my knowledge to see what the world can offer, and mostly importantly, What I can AFFORD.
- Of course, my new found job starting April. : As a fitness instructor @ Ngee Ann Poly Gym. 1 year contract. stable 5 days / wk job. comfortable salary, for a poly fresh grad, what can I expect?
- What are my plans after my 1 year contract, after all, this is only a break for me to decide what I what and where im i going.
- What job I what and picture what my life will be.
- plus, many others, which it wil take a few decades to write all.. lols.


Starting to work at wine hut again.
Great feeling.
I always feel at home at wine hut.


Great food, Great company that never fails to brighten up my day.
I enjoy being with people who makes me laugh.
The 'husband and wife' team, ALWAYS a joy to work with.
Laugher after laugher during work.
suddenly late night working isnt that bad after all...=]


oh and yesterday, i was reading a past week paper.
I have to mention this on my blog.
but im pretty sure most of you read it in the newspaper before.
After the A Levels results,
Headlines: "RJC Cries over 3As results"


0_o
Note to them:
First, im sorry that the results wasnt what you expected.


Second, JUST WHAT THE HELL is your PROBLEM??!!!
DO you guys have any idea how many people are envy over just a SINGLE 'A' they get in their results slip?
Answer: Definately MUCH MORE than your RJC, SAJC, NJC ,ACJC population combined altogether.


Yes, I truely understand the fact that not having a 'perfect score' meant NO scholarships. To you, dreams are destroyed, hopes all tarnished.
From me to you : "WAKE UP LAH"


There are reasons why you people cry over it.
BUT.
In my opinion,
there are also reasons why you should not. BEcause:



1. What exactly is a perfect score? getting all As? My god. Haven you people heard : "There is NO SUCH THING as a PERFECT world." or "Nothing is perfect". Live with it. Get it over and done with. WAKE UP!


2. Even with your perfect score, what does it really mean? Does it mean you are perfect workers who knows everything? Are you guys perfect workers? Can you guys survive the throat cut throat working world? There are people with 'Honours' and 'PhDs' graduates that are bloody lousy workers who dosen even know how to operate a simple photocopy machine. IQ is outdated. we are looking for EQ already.


3. If you guys are 'crying a river' over the A level results of NOT getting PERFECT Scores. You are so damn insulting. Cox all the poly, ITE , private students can go jump down China's great wall.


4. Blame your parents, school mates, teachers and the markers for the pressure and stress that they bring you. Guess What? It just take a pri school kid to know the true meaning of 'I.N.D.E.P.E.N.D.E.N.C.E' What took you so long? You are what you do, what you think and what you believe, the rest of the people around are just 'audience'. So start your OWN performance already and stop living up to OTHER people's expectations. LIVE your OWN expectations.


5. Please, cry and MOVE on. Its not the end of the world. The Moon dosen't stop for you. Just because you are RJC dosen mean you are NOT HUMAN. Humans, unlike animals, learn from mistakes, take failure to their stride and MOVE ON.


My god... i don't even know why im pissed.
But,
I know,
you guys made me realised one thing,
i should not rely entirely on scholarships or bonds for my education.
Nobody own me a living.
I should live my own education and strive my own path if possible.
Even if it means borrowing from banks and in debt. at least,
Im fighting my own path of light.
So,


Thanks RJC students.
You guys thought me a valuable lesson.
but please.
stop crying and move on.
MOVE!

.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 10:07 AM:.
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Photos !! AFter me EXamz!!!



lauren...FIshy...and me!! PHones Ad haha

KAWAYI !! CUTE RITE!! :)

lionel and his cutie pie girl =]

Pizza @ lionel's place!! fantastic canadian pizzax =]

human stacko

.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 2:18 AM:.
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Alright!!1
BIG HI HI HI to you guys =]
im back!!!
YEAH!!


Exams finally over le!!
YESH!!! so happy =]
but ..
TIRED TOO..
after exams,
endless activites it seems,
celebrations, get togethers, camps, competitions, adventure sports, WORK @ wine hut.. many many decisions to be made...
oh man..
but RP camp was FUN!!
though there were cocks up but it was not unsual in camps lah..
im used to cock ups.. hahas
pictures taken..
enjoy!!!
To all my SW peeps, gd luck in watever ya do!
miss ya guys lots!


to dear uncle, miss u too and sorry cant spent much time with you.
hope ya not upset =]
i'll try to organise me time wisely uncle !! =] HUGz

PHOTOS TAKEN



pictures taken at keppel country club on a 'mission' courtesy from kong's nokia phone =]

A MAde plenty of new friends, interesting ppl i must say, FUn ppl i must agree =] BUT! this tall giant guy beside me, always argue with me rite from the beginning. 23 year old 'Xiao Di Di' Who keeps calling me 'DA Jie" ARGhhh!! im not tat old okie!!


nice scenery at RP. very beautiful view of the pond, with grass pastures and wooden platform flooring.. Nice on the outside. lousy on the 'inside'. =p

kong and lip tat.. cannot take it any more.. AH!!! dun anyhow think.. Dun JUMP!!

fishy and me..

Fish... once again proven that her eyes are the WORLD's SMALLEST .. look! only two lines on her face!!!

Me and KONg !!!

Youth Avenue Simulation Camp held at RP. this is our sleeping, CUM games CUM bonding area. and to think RP is so damn 'KIND' enough to give us this 'BIG Space' in their super big campus. *read the sacarsm between the lines -__-:

my mum decided to cook veg one fine day and added 'pig faces' inside as garnish. how creative.. hahas. *its actually fish cake lah!

.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 12:22 AM:.
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