Have you ever felt that you are lost. physically you are still doing what you are doing but you are so lost in your mind that you lose concentration and focus.
Every day seems like a daily routine and life's is just like a Standard Protocol.
well... i did... i realised i have been 'lost' a very very long time ago. Ages.
I always wonder, what im i doing? Why do I do what i want?
this may seem i think too deep or too much, but if i cant even have answers for these, that there is no purpose in life.
which brings to my point. the solution the LOST people like me, is to have a PURPOSE.
Having a purpose in life makes you focus and make you WORK towards the purpose. i realised this. for example: If schools dun have examinations at the end of the year, the students will not mug and revise their work...in this case, exams are the purpose and students work towards passing the exam and achieve the purpose.
Thats it, having a purpose in life drives people to work. And when i say work, i meant doing something productive and seomthing you enjoy that will contribute to your goals aka. 'your wants'
as many i may have said so far, i need to work on it as well... do yourself a simple favour if you are lost like me,
write this : "my purpose is.........(fill in the blanks yourself)
then i reckon, you'll eventually find your way out of the 'lost' world.
=]
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.:Tuesday, January 29, 2008:.
Fai's Birthday Gathering was AWESOME. And i had super lots of fun.
they are after all the wackiest bunch of buddies in school =]
Before that, i was at another birthday party. Bee Chin's 21st birthday @ Orchid Country Club. Grand party that was man... but Im happy for her. =]
Its the time of the year... birthdays.. gathering.. fun.. cant wait for more. haha =] mine is still a long long way to go.... lolx.
ah cai's birthday pictures also coming up soon.. haha
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.:Saturday, January 26, 2008:.
BLUE MAN GROUP CALL TO SAVE THE EARTH MESSAGE
BLUE MAN GROUP SHADOW AND WATER DRUMS PERFORMANCE *i love it* haha
I really admire this very talented creative group. Some may recognise them as the spokesperson for SWATCHon the ads, but to me, they are musicians/artist/entertainters who puts creativity to endless bounderies. Enjoy. =]
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.:Friday, January 25, 2008:.
Ytd I finally completed my 3 day, 12 hours Vibro Gym Training.
For those who know nuts about wat im talking all about, basically Vibrogym is something like the OTO 'Fabulous', whereby you stand on a vibrating platform and do your exercises.
It has been scientifically proven to burn more fat and work your muscles more in a much shorter time.
But, OTO is fake. or rather, Vibrogym claims that Vibro is the ORIGINAL plate. oh well, marketing.
but i must admit, it does works. I feel my strength used up in just 1 SET. But i dun feel soreness at all. NONE. you just feel you can no longer work out the muscles anymore, Minus the pain u get from conventional weights training. hmmm interesting... Man are going at such a fast pace that even exercise is transformed to deliver results in a shorter time. I wun be surprised that the next generation dun run, dun swim, they just sit all day long on some virbrating machine and let machines do all the work. We just become MALFUNCTIONABLE individuals who rely on cold hard machines to make us functionable. Dosen make sense huh? Because once you reply on machines too much, why do you still need to be functionable? Its as good as like a baby relying on the mother, but as it grows, can it still rely on the mother? if it meant to be relied on mothers, den why do we still GROW den? might as well become babies forever... so sad... *chim chim* yesh, u can ignore this post if u are starting to see question marks...
oh well.. but nonetheless, its still something that could improve our lifes as the Vibrogym are used for Rehabilitation and Therapeutic purposes. Like massage la... no bad though...... haha. anyways, check out the website: http://www.vibrogym.com
Plus, the supermodel on the web is super... whoa...
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.:Monday, January 21, 2008:.
Photos from dou dou (Batam + NEw YEAr DInner @ Vivo..)
.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 3:43 PM:.
an article from email... "WOMEN AS EXPLAINED BY ENGINEERS"
PART 1 PART 2 PART 3 PART 4 PART 5
6 words... : "The Men Just Don't Get It...."
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.:Friday, January 18, 2008:.
Its that time of the year....
Finally, after many many years, *21 to be exact, its that time of the year to hit 21.
where your friends *mostly same age as you hit the big 21! parties, chalets, gatherings. its good to gather and meet friends. bad to face OLd age. oh well....
I like birthdays, just find it rather amusing that i find 21 is actually not big a deal..
at 21 you can... (and wat i think about it..) - Get Married without ur mom's consent *STRONGLY NOT ADVISED* (whether you are married or not dosen matter, wat matters is, do you love him/her? if not, stop wasting your time and effort trying to convince your mom to be married to ur 16 yr old 'potential spouse, puppy love.. always NON-lasting...)
- LEave away from home *NOT ADVISABLE EITHER* (Why would u wanna leave home? you go back home mainly to sleep anyways.. elsewhere is the same. save the $ ppl)
- Stay home late. (wat? u mean you cant stay home late til ya 21?... never heard of mid night bus izzit..)
- Stay home late without your parents bitting your ears and nagging thru out. (wat?! u mean once u hit that 'BIG' 21 your mom stops nagging at you? eh hello, mouth is hers one, when she wants to nag, she nag, dun care whether you are 21 or not, plus, we will always be a child in our mother's eyes.)
- Start earning your own money. (wha.. you mean thru out ur sec 4 to poly/or JC/or Uni , you didn try working part time to support yourself ar?? the legal age to work is 16 if you realised... )
.... .... .... im sorry if im sarcastic. but i'l rather be DEADLY TRUTHFUL, Than to lie through my teeth. ... im bored. oh well...
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.:Thursday, January 17, 2008:.
URgent My Fellow Friends..
LOOKING FOR A BASEBALL BAT.
BORROW FOR A WEEK or TWO... any ideas who have.. pls CALL ME. =]
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.:Tuesday, January 15, 2008:.
Dinner with my mom and sis @ Raffles City Hot Stones
DEcided on the The Hot Stone at Raffles City Basement. My mom likes crepes * i think* and so we decided to give this place a try since its always packed during dinner and lunch hours.
Turns out? BIG MISTAKE! Poor Service! from the manager some more. Poor Location. Very noisy and too cramped. Poor Quality of food. Wat more can i say? For the adventurous who seek sth new, try if u must. dun regret. For the non adventurous and got no preference, anything also can for you, den give this place a miss. For the super fussy and eat only gd food, THIS PLACE IS BANNED! AVOID AT ALL COST!
pardon me, but i hate it when im at a high end location which provides low class service standards... den i might as well serve myself....huiyo... tsk tsk tsk..
anyways.. back to the food... see for yourself below bah.. We ordered the "Kimchi Slow Pulled Pork" with wholemeal crepe and it was gd! meat was tender moist. kimchi wasnt over powering the meat and overall combination was excellent.. worth a try, deserve my thumbs up! .. but sadly.. overall im still quite disappointed with the place located at raffles city somemore.. *TSK TSK.. The Peking Duck Crepe had a gd strong flavour, but was sadly filled with cholestrol inviting FATS. yesh, its mainly fats and not lean meat inside as filling... *tsk tsk.. sorry, im giving it a miss...
After the disappointing experience @ RAffles city, i decided to do my mom good and treat to something gd at Coffee Club Marina Square for Dessert! and it worked! desserts were fantastic! haha k .. im bias.. towards desserts.. here my quick review: Banana Nut Toffee Cappacino. Sweet, but the flavour is too artifical for my taste. im starting to have phobia for flavoured coffee already.. hate those syrup base kind.. taste aweful! for those who know me, yesh im referring to STarbucks flavoured coffee. im a old traditionalist when it comes to food sometimes, for coffee, powder kinds are the best...milky, rich and smooth... =] And of cox, Gobble down on Coffee Clubs Specialty Dessert, "Muddy Mud Pie". One of my favourite most, "Galat" *Thick* chocolate-coffee-brownie dessert, with ice cream and oreo crumbs on top!. Win le lo.. combine all the fav desserts in ONE! Nougat Parfait from Coffee CLub.. Smooth, Light and Fruity... equals... Heaven dessert! Saw this FOX KIDS advert on a magazine and went : " SOOOooo CUTEeee".. i like babies in diapers with their cute little teddy bear patterns or candy dresses, but wearing thses FOX brand tready fashion bring a whole lot of attitude to the kids! cool cuties !
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.:Monday, January 14, 2008:.
The Day, when 'Mr Unfortunate' Decided To Pay Me A Visit.
Sun morning, went to sport climb at Climb Asia. I wun give up until i finished the route which im stucked at. haha maybe tats the attractive power of sport climbing. trains ur perseverance.
anyhows, got injured. while trying and being stubborn as i am, attempting to climb this route called the 'Vanilla Ice' And got a big blister on the middle finger in return. !
went to work at wine hut. at first was peaceful. Quiet. Thought could go home early. but Noooooo... 7plus, walks in the Japanese 'Cheesy' Family. I call them the 'Cheesy' Family because all they ordered was cheese. Cheese Platter lah, Cheese STicks...Cheese Pizza... And Just as i was about to get busy with the preparation of food.. *SMASH!!!* broke a glass and it resulted in 3 cuts on my hand !!! ARghh!! how 'sway' can i get??!! im like :" no now??!!!.. oh pls.. i need to cook!!"
so... prepared the food with my blood soaking plaster on BOTH hands *CAUTION*: For people who are from the NEA (National Envionment Agency), or people who are hygenic freaks, pls, DONT TRY THIS AT HOME and for your info, no blood landed on the food...
For 3 hours, I kinda experienced HELL. pardon if im whinning, pardon if i sound weak, things are not going right for me and tiredness is gripping me hard... so hard that my body reacted by asking my hands to commit suicide.
left wine hut at 12am.. on a sunday...
next day.. got an MC. y? MC for allowing my blister and cuts to recover. Mc for resting my body, in case it decides to commit suicide again.
but, im not complaining, given a choice, i still will do what im doing. because. i've seen people, who are much busier than me, much more things to do and far less time to sleep... The world is busy, i cant complain. So my mind has to be trained to be stronger. thats how life becomes easier... 'Kan Kai Yi Dian..'
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.:Wednesday, January 09, 2008:.
Stop And Stare
This town is colder now, I think it’s sick of us It’s time to make our move, I’m shakin off the rust I’ve got my heart set on anywhere but here I’m staring down myself, counting up the years Steady hands, just take the wheel… And every glance is killing me Time to make one last appeal… for the life I lead
Stop and stare I think I’m moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I’ve become what I can’t be, oh Stop and stare You start to wonder why you’re ‘here’ not there And you’d give anything to get what’s fair But fair ain’t what you really need Oh, can u see what I see
They’re tryin to come back, all my senses push Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could… Steady feet, don’t fail me now Gonna run till you can’t walk But something pulls my focus out And I’m standing down…
Stop and stare I think I’m moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I’ve become what I can’t be, oh Stop and stare You start to wonder why you’re here not there And you’d give anything to get what’s fair But fair ain’t what you really need Oh, you don’t need
What u need, what u need…
Stop and stare I think I’m moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I’ve become what I can’t be Oh, do u see what I see…
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.:Friday, January 04, 2008:.
The Story Of Two Camels
.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 11:08 PM:.
NEw YEAr Lunch @ Crystal Jade @ Holland V... sunny Ah cai.. of cox la, eating near her house ma.. "Keim Pa" Fish...aiya CHINA women like tat one la... unfriendly..*tsk tsk* lol Glumpy Dou Dou im a cantonese who dosen speak a word of canton, but eats a dozen of canton food!!! s4 down to only s3... act cute~~! A whole pot of chocolate gives u two VERY HAPPY girls! haha one of the many ugly ways to eat a chocolate fondue... another ugly production by s4... busy stonning and thinking about Mr Future-Cai-To-Be busy talking to another "fishy" species busy messaging bf... Me and dou dou @ HAagen Dazs On The First Day of Work, I ate Mom's Leftover PAsta for Lunch. Wow.. mom lunchbox haha, the noodles are chewy! and the sauce is just right.. of cox la..my mommy cook de ma..hee Accompany by a super sour orange ..=p bleah! but healthy ma...
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.:Wednesday, January 02, 2008:.
Today is the first day of the Wellness Program At NP. AFter 2 weeks of break, the students are back, Bought back some life into the gym.
but i wanna to blog about wat i've learnt from Gerard today. And wat i;ve observed.
He was thinking about wat to do for warm up. running around the stadium was the norm. A standard i always do as warm uo session. But after seeing how Gerard did his session today, I realised i still have a lot to learn.
He was playing with them this game called "Crumps and Crust" A very simple game of catching with a twist. But the students, despite all poly freshmen, all 16 yr olds, played like small kids. Can tell that this simple game was fun for all of us, including myself.
it got me thinking... ACtually sometimes, using simple ways, and most often child like games to teach people, even adults, can be fun. Dun have to think of complicated moves or rules or even equipment.
Sometimes, simple is better. simple is more. simple is fun.
my gosh, i have been boring my students, running ... warm up... come to think of it, who dun know how to run? early morning, force them to run around...
.. oh well... i have decided, to blog all thoughts and wat i feel, wat i learn and blog it down, so that i can remember better and put wat i've learnt to gd use. =] happy new year everyone. =] truely, enjoy the company of anyone and everyone =]
