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Despite me putting happy pictures,
Writing happy stories of me...
bombs are sudden.
They drop on you when you least expected.
Rou yang.
A friend i know from OBS.
a buddy i had kept contact with these few years since we met.
and...
a cancer patient who passed away a few days ago...
whom, despite his reassurance of his health recovery to me...
and our constant encouragement to each other in MSN...
He still chose to live peacefully elsewhere...
A place...
I know...
at least,
'He's happy'
I cried till my tears are dried.
My heart is heavy.
becos emotions got hold of me.
i'll miss him.
just like.. how i miss the people who left me...
But.
im healing.
My cries will be heard by him.
My tears will be felt by him.
All these as part of my farewell to him.
Life is vulnerable.
So, Live life as if, its yours.
Do want you want to do.
with no regrets.
it takes courage, im looking for it as well.
=]
i still choose to face this world, with a smile.
and move on.
although...
i still feel something is lacking...
Why do I feel something I dun even know why I feel like this?
.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 12:21 AM:.
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