It been a long time,
Since i taste the bitterness of STRESS.


yes.
after my third weekend of Aerobics Course,
im mentally, physically frasrated at being able to BARELY make it.


Now I realised, being a AI is not as simple as I thought.
I had to follow the beat, keep to the routine steps, and give proper cue and yet still look natural and confident.
how to when im bloody hell not coordinated at all?
haix.
pardon my languauge.


my legs and arms dun go move well together.
i look stiff and im struggling to memorise my routines.
plus,
cues!
God.


i only got one week to practice my routine, MASTER it and present it again to my instructor...
...
but with piling work at NP, more nity grity stuffs to handle...
no studios to practice,
im doom....


......
I think that there is a very gd reason why im not in arts, music, or dance.
im just NOT CUT out for it i guess...
my body was created to WORK, work and more work.
sad life i have sia...

.:AngeL+DeViL blogged on 1:47 PM:.
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